365 | Day 80
Whoa, whoa. Too late. I’m not gunna go through detail and ramble about my day. But I was happy today. Taylor, Camacho, Phu, Edleen, Meron, Leo, Shacoya, Ciara, Jabari, Lyna, and Ms. Galvan were so loving today. Made Asian girl plans with Marinna, Jacqueline, and Forrest. I had a good day!! It’s been a great week, despite all my problems.. I’m pulling though, one step at a time. Proud of myself. Big props to Robert and Eric earlier also!
365 | Day 79
I thought about taking a break today but I have time so I guess I’ll do eeeet. This morning, I arrived at school to not see one person I know. So many changes with people’s haircut though, so cray. This morning Eric gave me this ball bracelet and it’s soooo cutes. I’ve seen the same one online for like 100 bucks or something. —In 1st period, Taylor asked me what was wrong and I told her I was find. She was being funny the rest of the class though. LOLOL. I love her.. but a lot of things she told me made me sad. ): ): —In English, we took notes and whatnot. Nothing much. Same in World History. Camacho is funny though, ahahha. Him and Edleen tried to talk to me at the same time, I had no idea what to do, LOL. —In Geometry, I talked to Alex and Chris. They coo, they coo. —I went to grab something to eat from the cafeteria and went to go to the Orchestra room. Na’meaaan? It took forever to heat up the ramen. Merp. —In Dance, WE HAD NO TEACHER/SUB. LIKEWTF. LOL. I wanted to walk out but I didn’t wanna get in trouble so I just played Temple Run until the bell rang. A lot of people started leaving like 5 mins before the bell. Whatevvvah. I wonder what my teacher will have to say tomorrow, LOL. —In Chemistry, we took notes and stuff. Leo’s so keeewwwlllsss. After, we had an activity about States of Matter and Steve walked over to check on me and to hold my hand. Hahaha. Bless his heart. I touched a lot of people today. When we were done I told Leo, I have a lot of germs on my hands now! And he told me to lick it. Hahahah. —In AVID, I walked in and Lyna came to hug me and asked me what was wrong. Then my teacher talked to me too. I love the support. But I felt a lot better today. —Pretty Little Liars freaked me out. I can’t believe they didn’t actually reveal A but I guess this is what keeps the audience curious and waiting. I can’t wait until June 5th! —Right before I went to shower, something went on and I was so pissed. I was about to lose it, like I knew at this point I had no idea how much more I could take. Then I cried for a few in the shower but I guess I’ll recover. This is why I feel like I need to get a job or something just to keep myself occupied.. and keep myself around positive people because that’s obviously not what I’m getting now. Well I really appreciate all the support I had today. I’ll think of someway to give back because I will def. not forget the people that make an impact in my life. I almost feel like they saved my life.
365 | Day 78
I was so upset last night, I couldn’t even sleep in my own bed so I ran downstairs and started crying my nutz off. I probably didn’t sleep until 2 or 3. I woke up around 10 and felt like the weakest person ever. Laid on the couch on my phone checking things and stuff. Responded to everyone’s Draw Something and went to eat cornbread. After, I got on the computer and felt shitty so I went back to the couch and cuddled in my blanket and started analyzing all the bs in my life. Then I cried and fell asleep. Woke up to McD’s, but I didn’t eat much. After, I went back to lay down and tried to rest. But that didn’t work out so well. Now here I am. I feel like I’m on the verge of dying. I didn’t talk much today either, with an exception of a few phrases. But yeah. Prob. gunna end of isolating myself tomorrow. Or maybe I should grab some Starbucks…… but I put all my money in my bank acc… COOL. Whatever, fml.
365 | Day 77
Woooooh, I woke up at like 7 sharp this morning. I don’t know why or how but it was natural. LOL. I had like 5 hours of sleep. But I grabbed my phone and played Draw Something and got a new app that took for-freakin’-ever to install. I figured I’d take a nap but I ended up waking up at 10. Hahahaha, I was scared for my life. After I woke up, I drove to Boston Market! It was the first time I drove on a big big bridge, so scary. It was my first time driving on 75 going south too. I made it there safely! LOL. I got a BOGO meal, so good maaaan. —After I ate, I was bored out of my mind so I asked my dad if we could go to Allen Outlet since the weather was nice and he let me drive there. Longest drive ever mannnn. My dad nagged me on the way there because I wasn’t careful enough. Merp. Walked around the outlet, stopped by AE and Levi’s but I didn’t find anything. So I left and stopped by the car dealership to look at the cars in the lot and omg… the Corolla is so sexy. LOL. After, Boston Market again! Nomnomnom. I’ve had enough chicken to feed whole population. Hahahahajk. I need to diet…. and start on my homework like I said I would all week. LOL. I have no motivation, fml. Happy St. Patricks Day! My green dance shirt shrunk!! My midrift/lower back as been showing all day, lmao.
365 | Day 76
Omg, I wanna shoot myself in the head. My day was so boring, uuuggghhhh. I’m about to go bananas. I kinda wanted to do my homework but I guess I passed on it since it never got done. Lmao, I hate my life. I spent all day playing Draw Something and fixing up my Instagram. —When my dad got home, I asked him to get me insurance and he’s still not giving my a direct answer. I cried for like one minute because I was so frustrated. Sigh, I just wanna drive.. go out and find a job, keep myself busy. But he doesn’t understand and it sucks. Whatever, he’ll come around I hope. I was hungry all day but I didn’t find anything appetizing at home. I had ramen for dinner. I can’t wait to get BOGO Boston Market tomorrow! I have 3 coupons, boooyaaah. —St. Patty’s day tomorrow! I dunno if I have anything green, but I think I do. Hopefully, car shopping tomorrow? If my parents ain’t trippin’!! LOLjk.
365 | Day 75
Boring day. Didn’t do much. I decided to make cupcakes in the afternoon and when I was halfway done baking them, my aunt called me and asked me to go out and eat. Lmao, so my mommy finished them up. They were so fluffy and bomb though, wooot. My uncle came and picked me up and we went to Hu Tieu Mi. I ate everythaaang, it was bueno! I wish we got frozen yogurt afterwards, but we didn’t boohoo. —After I took a shower, I plucked my eyebrows and they’re not even. Fml. —But yeah, probably gunna rot at home again tomorrow. I wanna go out man.
365 | Day 74
I woke up around 11 this morning.. I thought I’d get up at once since I went to sleep at 4 last night. LOL. Draw Something is sososos addicting. I ended up playing all day and Alex has the noobiest/cutest drawings ever! Hahaha. I watched Bad Girls Club on Hulu and that show is feisty! Like, calm tf down…. LOL. It’s a good show though! Around 4:20, I called my dad and asked him to take me to the bank because I wanted to deposit my mula before I end up spending it all since I already spent $60. Merp. So he told me to get ready because he was almost home. I didn’t bother wearing makeup or dressing up. When we got there I had to put all my money in this coin machine and I had $6.88, ahahahhaa. It’s something, I guess. I deposited the rest of the money and I asked the lady if I could get a debit card today and she said yeah, but I had to go upstairs so my dad and I went. It was so quiet and scary. When I got up there I rang a bell and waited for a few, since everyone was in their office. Then, this lady stepped out and helped us. She signed us in and walked us into her office. I noticed an RISD certificate on the wall but I didn’t give it much of my attention. She stepped out and came back a few minutes later. I told her I wanted a debit and she said I was too young…? Merp. But I opened a checking account and she asked me for my dad and I’s DL. My dad ended up asking her a question and after she answered it for him. She turned over to me and she was like “Jennifer? I have a question for you.” “Did you go to Forestridge Elementary?” And I was like “Yeah…why?” Then with a shocked face, she told me she remembered me when I used to go banking, it looked like she was about to cry. ;c. Ah, I was so shocked. She even told me that when I was little I told her I wanted to be a doctor. I was so surprised she remembered me but unfortunetly I didn’t remember her. She stepped out and told her boss and he came in to shake my hand and introduced himself. I was so overwhelmed at the time. But ahhhh, I still can’t get over it. —After thinking about it in her office, I told her I remembered her. I remember handing her my money and she would tell me to get a piece of candy. I remember how she looked down to write out the form. And I remember her smile. It’s sooo crazy how she would remember me though. She’s such a sweet lady. I might go visit her sometime! —After we were done at the bank, my dad and I went to Wendy’s to go get food. The lady that checked me out was weird. Lmao. The food was good though, for fast food at least. The fries were waaaay too salty, no bueno! —Around 8, my aunt took my cousin and I to eat at Yumilicious! Nomnomnom. I should really start on my homework tomorrow, I don’t wanna be behind anyone when we get back.
365 | Day 73
I got up around one this morning, I’m so laaaazy. I checked my Facebook and found a childish message, ahahhahaa. I hate people, like, grow up. —I heated a corn dog and gobbled it. Nomnomnom. I watched The Bachelor, it’s interesting but it’s such a sketchy show. LOL. Around 2, my dad told me to get ready around 3 to go to the dentist because I needed to get my wire cut. It was so irritating. So at 3:15, I went to get ready and I thought it was hot outside but it wasn’t so I went to go change. Yaaahh, it took forever for my dad to get home and he didn’t let me drive because he said there would be too much traffic. Booo. When we got there, the lobby was full and they said we’d have to wait a while. I waited like 20 mins or so. The guy that was sitting two seats away from me wanted to get the D, na’meaaan. LOLjk. He was cute though. White boys = unf material. —When the lady called me in, she thought I was there for an appt. and she almost took all my rubberbands out. I told her I was only here to cut my wire while she had pliers in my mouth, hahaha. After we were done, we went to Spring Creek to go the bank so I could deposit some money but I missed them by 6 mins. Just my luck!! So we left and went to Firewheel to get some Yogurtland, yuuummm. I had 6.5 oz. Nomnom, I was so cold while I was eating though. —After we ate, we went to In-N-Out and we got takeout. I ordered an animal styled burger with fries. Yuuummmy. —The weather was breezy and beaaautiful. I wish it could be like this year-round, but I guess it’s only temporary in Texas. Booo. I never really got the chance to start on my project but maybe tomorrow! LOL, maybe.
365 | Day 72
I had trouble sleeping last night, ugh, I was so uncomfortable. It was like 2AM in the morning and I had no idea what time I’d be up if I slept at that time so I set an alarm on my phone for 8:30. I woke up when it went off this morning, thank God. I laid in bed looking at updates and whatnot and around 9:25 my aunt called me and told me to get ready. I rushed tf out of my bed and got ready. I ended up forgetting a lot of things at home, booo. —My uncle came to pick me up around 10 and he took me to the shop. I sat in the waxing room with Wendy for like an hour and my uncle gave me his credit card and told me to go to Boston Market to get some food. It was so goooddd and the chicken was so moist, ah so heavenly. LOL. After we ate, we waited for like another hour until my aunt was done. Around 12, we left and went to Galleria and I got underwear and a bra. Wootwoot! Then, my aunt and cousin ate and we left to Carrollton to look at townhouses. They were so pretty, on the outside. The interior were nice but it seemed really jampacked. But hey, I can’t complain! LOL. After we were done, it was so hot out. My aunt let me drive to H-Mart. We went there to eat and I got noodles! I thought it was gunna be more spicy but I guess not. There was a lot more veggies than noodles though, sigh. After we ate, we went grocery shopping, a little. And then we had to leave because my aunt had customers waiting on her. So sad, she was gunna take us to Boiling Crab but we had no time. As soon as we got back to the shop, my dad was there to pick me up. The drive home made me tear up and stuff, I hate it when my dad’s stories trigger my emotions. I don’t know whether I was upset, angry, or sad. Whatever though. When I got home, I was hungry but there was nothing to eat. I waited for PLL, Ezria sex sceneeee! Hahah. But yeah, I guess I’ll be rotting at home tomorrow. I shall do/start my IWRA and English project.
365 | Day 71
Daylight savings! I woke up at like 11:45 this morning without my parents home. I thought it was still early and whatnot so I grabbed me phone so I could lounge in my bed. It said 12:45 omfg, I wanted to cry. I thought my whole morning was over. Lmao. I laid in bed for like 15 mins and my parents came home. I brushed my teeth and went downstairs to eat. I noticed it was soooo pretty outside! —After my parents were done eating, my mom decided to go to Macy’s and Ulta, so my dad let me drive to Firewheel. My mom got my sister a new Fossil watch.. I’m so jealous. Then I was walking around Macy’s and found a cute denim romper! There was no small.. but I found two mediums, so sad. I’ll get it tailored or something. Then my mom went to go look at their bags but she didn’t find anything. I went around to go look at the other clothes on clearance and I found this cute red top! It’s so breezy feeling. I only spent $15 on the two things, so I’m content. On the reciept, it said I saved $48.06, ahahhaha. I told my dad about it and he said it was a bunch of crap because they raise their prices sky high and put it on sale to make it seem like we save a lot of money. Hahaha, it’s true though. The romper was originally $36 and the top was $26, LOL. So after we were done at Macy’s, we went to Ulta. I got a new foundation and my mom got two bottles of nail polish remover because we ran out, spent $10. While we left the mall, we stopped by In-N-Out to get fries. I got animal style and got a reg. one for my sister. It was so awks… lmao. So I interviewed for In-N-Out on Feb. 7 after I tested for my DL. And there was this guy that sat in a row in front of me and he was talking throughout the whole waiting thing. He took my order today, lullll. —The fries were good! My parents brought home Boston Market, so yummm. I love their corn and cornbread!! —This afternoon, my aunt texted me and asked me if I wanted to hang out with her tomorrow. It was so hilarioussssss. “U want go tomoro” “A bout 10 wendy and peter get u ok. To shop and I done I take u and wendy go ok” HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHA. I don’t fully understand what she means but I think I get her drift. —I’m excited for tomorrow!